December 2010
Oh Hey tomorrow's 2011.
That timing is perfect! Why do you ask? This morning I looked in the mirror and said, “Fuck this.”
Not the giving up kind of “Fuck this.”, but the kind that will allow me to get over myself and remake who I am. I’m not going to let my gender presentation, confusion, or identity stand in my way. For years now it’s been attacking my brain and absorbing my life....
reblog if you want one of these in your askbox.
kinkajou:
a stupid question
a compliment
a tmi
a story
a poem
about you
what you think about me
why you follow me
if you met me what would you do
a cute message
one thing you want to tell me
god, please? i’m so bored
technicolourtardis asked: this was just a message for you to follow my tumblr as well, good plan eh? ;)
technicolourtardis asked: this was just a message for you to follow my tumblr as well, good plan eh? ;)
technicolourtardis asked: HEY JUU ITS BRAD! hehe...not really a question being asked here...just annoucing
technicolourtardis asked: HEY JUU ITS BRAD! hehe...not really a question being asked here...just annoucing
My fictional character gets more formspring...
That says something about my existence.
“ienjoyplaidbuttonups.tumblr.com is probably written by a female somewhere between 13-17 years old. The writing style is personal and upset most of the time.”
LOLOLOL I use tumblr to bitch about my problems. So it’s no surprise.
sincerelylostinthought-deactiva asked: Just read your post about not thinking you could ever be a trans guy or staying in one gender or catagory too long. I had an idea that maybe instead of putting so much pressure on sticking to one idenitity why not make up your own :} that best fits you (example maybe jusexual) call it wat you like but make it fit to how u feel who knows, maybe thats a catagory someone has been waiting for and...
sincerelylostinthought-deactiva asked: Just read your post about not thinking you could ever be a trans guy or staying in one gender or catagory too long. I had an idea that maybe instead of putting so much pressure on sticking to one idenitity why not make up your own :} that best fits you (example maybe jusexual) call it wat you like but make it fit to how u feel who knows, maybe thats a catagory someone has been waiting for and...
I could never be transgendered.
Transmen always seem to say with confidence that they’ve always been a boy. Their transition is not them wanting to be a boy, but showing on the outside who they are on the inside. They are men. Always have been.
But if I were to start presenting myself as male and living my life as male, I wouldn’t be able to say the same for myself. I have been all over the gender spectrum, from...
I tried to stray away from feminine things in...
But since I’ve started thinking of myself as a fabulous gay man, I’ve had a better time being a bit more feminine and still feeling masculine. I proudly wore pink mittens and a rainbow scarf the other day. Baby steps. Maybe one day I’ll have the courage to wear my neon v-necks again.
My boyfriend just called me 'sirmadam'
Now I’m positive that I need to marry him.
I feel like I should probably follow my friends...
Wow. I’m kind of a bad friend.
FFFUUUUUUU-
Me: (Referring to my chest) Ah, I want to flatten these babies. They're just ugly...and they can be a real inconvenience, you know?
Female Friend: Yeah, I totally understand...actually...actually I have no idea what you're talking about. Sorry.
I'm Jewish. My boyfriend is German.
MIND. BLOWN.
OH GOD YOU GUYS I FOUND MY HALLOWEEN CANDY I HAD...
summmitt asked: Why are you so awesome? Just wondering.....
summmitt asked: Why are you so awesome? Just wondering.....
I think I'm mistaking attraction for jealousy. How...
Dolphin Olympics > Sleep
Had a dream where I had sex with Eminem...
Now I feel awkward whenever his music comes up in my playlist…
I tried to talk to my mom about my gender...
I’ve been confused and I wanted to know I had support. She said that she wished I would either dress like a boy or a girl and not in between, because this was all a phase anyway.
Though she’s probably right about the way I dress being a phase since it’s constantly changing, the way I view myself is not. I’ve been teetering back and forth since 6th grade and I want her to...
Last year I wore a plethora of brightly colored...
I still have them, but I never wear them. I told myself I would only wear them if I were a man. They’re XS female shirts.
Today is the first day in a while I've felt...
I’m okay with it, too.
mistercoventry asked: I just realized I'm capable of asking myself questions.
mistercoventry asked: I just realized I'm capable of asking myself questions.
freshwood-deactivated20101229-d asked: I'm prolly way too into you.
freshwood-deactivated20101229-d asked: I'm prolly way too into you.
I know what I want to identify as.
WIZARD.
I miss this. So much.
thefifthhorseman:
Contradictions.
I want facial hair, but I want to keep my feminine face.
I want a flat chest, but I still want to wear a bra from time to time.
I want to wear a suit to homecoming, but I want to wear a dress to prom.
I want to be handsome, but I also want to be pretty.
I don’t want to shave, but I do anyway.
I want a masculine voice, but I like my current voice.
I want to be recognized as male, but I...